Dear Zoe,

Hello!  I haven't updated this thing in a while.  You know me, lazy as hell, and  plus going to classes and shit now it makes things even harder for slackers like me.    I've been allright, nothing too special has happened.  Last weekend Paige and Aria came up and we all got drunk.  It was super fun.  We got a "party pack" of twisted smirnoff.  It was yummy.  Except for the new watermelon stuff.  That shit is nasty as hell!  I got nice and drunk though.  hehehe They are coming up again this weekend.  WEEEE!

I have to tell you about my horrifying poop story.  It was on Wednesday.  I was work, after I took my group skills test.  I had eaten a wrap at Kriner for lunch about an hour before that.  When I was taking my test it hit me like a fucking bullet.  I had to help Paula with some stuff after that, although I was still in great pain.  I knew what it was...I was desperate to take care of it.  Finally, I was able to go to the bathroom.  I had to seriously strain myself to not let it gush out of me.  It was like I was peeing out of my asshole!  It was absolutely horrible.  Every gush made a HUGE sound that must have echoed all throughout the damn building.  I was soooooo fucking embarassed.  But when it was all said and done I felt so much better!  Oh...and holy fuck it stunk so bad!  Not only did I have to worry about someone hearing my massive explosions, I also had to worry about someone smelling it all! 

I have now missed two of my art classes, and one socialology class.  Yeah...I have a problem for morning classes.  Ah well.  I can miss three soc classes and I'm only a day behind in art.  I'll live.  hehehe  Not only have I missed a numerous amounts of classes for the girl I have to take notes for.  I don't really feel bad though cuz both of the classes I take notes for her the professors give her their powerpoint presentations.  I even asked her if she still needs me to take notes, and she said yes!  I was like...UGH.

Alright, I need to go.  I've been writing this while in a class.  hehe Don't worry, it wasn't one of my own classes, it was for Brenda.  Anywho's...

Chao.

Dear Chloe,

For some reason xanga is giving me all these options when I write a new blog.  Strange...it's like I have premium.  I wish it would always be like this!  That would be kewl if they were upgrading the regular xanga.  Anywho's....

Two weeks of school under my belt!  I think this semester is gonna go really well.  Although I didn't start it off too right.  I got sick from Kyle, still am...and I skipped two of my classes today.  But I was seriously in pain.  It wasn't good.  I don't plan on making skipping class a regular routine.  I don't want to end up working at McDonalds for the rest of my life.  *shutters*  I really like most of my classes.  The only one I can think of that I don't particulary enjoy going to is Assessing Organizations and Communities.  I'm more of a micro person...that means the individual for all of you non social work majors.  Which would be all or most of you.  Anywho's...so yeah...I don't see myself working with organizations or communities.  I'd rather work in an agency where I have clients and work with them individualy.  But I need the class to graduate.  So I go.  And that is that. 

I am seriously getting sick and fucking tired of this bug issue in my apartment.  First it was thousand leggers in my bathtub and cealing, and the occosional ant or spider.  No biggie.  Annoying, but not enough to complain about.  But last night I found a huge ass beatle crawling on my floor next to my bed.  I tryed to kill it but it ran underneith my bed so I slammed the mattress on it and hopefully it died.  For all of you who are confused right now, I don't have a frame for my bed, I have a double mattress that lays on two single box springs.  For the rest of you...just keep reading.  Maybe you'll get it later on today and have an "a ha!" moment.  So seriously, this is a big fucking issue.  I think tomorrow before I go to class and then work I'm gonna raid my room to fucking death.  It says you have to close your window and door and then spray it all around, and leave the room for 15 minutes, and then ventilate it thourougly before re-entering.  So I'm think'n I'll just do it half an hour or so before I leave and that should work.  It better.  If I see any form of non-human living thing in this fucking apartment again I'm calling the Orkin Man! 

I miss Hannah.  I miss her cute little laugh, her cute little red pig tails, her cute little wimper when she pouts, the way she holds up her arms to hold her, her sweet little kisses, her adorable tushie, her big round brown eyes, the way she smells after a bath....okay I'm gonna start crying.  If I get my gramma's car before fall break I am sooooo gonna up there and visit!  I wonder if she'll remember me.  It'll be interesting to see what she does when she sees me again.  When I left she was just starting to get really attached to me.  Figures, I was there all fucking summer and right when I leave she decides to show her love for me.  Babies...

Mike and I's anniversery is in two days.  HOORAY!!!  This isn't just any ordinary anniversery either.  It's our 6 month anniversery.  I'm so proud of myself.  I've never made it this far in a relationship before.  It means a lot to me that this one has lasted this long.  He means the world to me.  If I ever lost him I don't know what I would do.  Probably have a mental break down.  We still don't know what we're going to do.  He wants it to be "special".  I told him it will be, but he doesn't seem to be convinced.  He told me he wants to take a walk at night and have it be all romantic and shit.  That sounded good to me.  But I don't know where we're gonna go to have it be romantic...campus isn't the most romantic place on earth.  Except the fountain in front of Old Main...I think that is really pretty.  That would be a good place to walk to. 

Well, a heaping pile of laundry is waiting for me.  Yes, it's been waiting for a very long time.  If I don't tend to it tonight I think it will start haunting me in my sleep.  So...I must go for now.  Hope all of you are having fun!

Chao.

                                          "Back at Home"

Dear Zoe,

Finally, I'm back at Ship, or what I like to call home.  I moved in about a week ago.  Rained most of the way, so my matresses and dresser got wet.  They're all alright though.  Nothing too damaged.  Mom came down with the rest of my stuff on Saturday.  Had to wait a few days to get my computer and stuff.  It was bad.  But I can't connect to the internet so I have to resort to the computer labs on campus.  Ugh.  Can't wait to get it fixed!  Whitney moves in today.  She's taking me back to Gettysburg cuz she forgot some things.  I can't wait!  We're gonna drink at my place and then find a good party.  Sucks I have to be to work at 9:00am tomorrow morning.  

I'm excited for school to start.  Paula is having me take notes for a deaf student.  So now I have two more classes on Monday and Wednesday and one of Friday.  I really wanted Friday to be my do-nothing-day, but the hour counts as work time, and Paula is depending on me...so I guess I'll sacrifice.  It's only one hour anyways.  Can't be that bad.     

Aunt Wenda emailed me and said something about giving me my grandma Hampton's old car.  Right now my cousin Larry has it, and apparently all that needs to be done to the car is the ignition needs fixed or whatever.  She said it was just a matter of getting him to do it.  Totally know where he's coming from!  haha But if I could seriously get that car I'd be so totally happy.  Of course it's an old grandma's car, but it's a car, and that's all I really care about right now! 

Well, I think I'm gonna get going.  Whitney better call me soon. 

Chao.

Dear Zoe,

Today was a very awesome day.  First, mom and I went to the mall to get me a new phone, and the first place we went to was very rude.  Mom was kinda cranky.  The second place we went to was much more helpful.  Although I didn't get a phone, they told us what I had to do in order to get one.  Since the plan is in my dad's name, he has to be there to sign the papers and everything when I get the upgrade(a new phone). Either that or have him give them permsision to put my name on the plan as well and then I can get one.  Apprently he didn't want to do that cuz I called him and he said just wait until Monday when he comes up here and we'll do it then.  I can't wait!   

Second kewl thing that happened today is that while I was packing I found two old checks in one of my purses!  Totally awesome, right?!  They added up to be about $130.  I spent $75 of it to buy a new desk for school.  Stacey was going to let me use her old card table, and that would've been fine, but I really wanted that desk.  It's super kewl.  It has a cd rack, a place for my pc and monitor, a rack to put my books and stuff on, and lots of space to put my printer and other knick knack stuff.  I can't wait to put it together!   

I guess that's all I have to say.  Other than I am REALLY excited to go back to school.  Mom thinks everything will fit on grandpa's truck.  Dad and I are quite skeptical.  She just doesn't want to drive all the way down to SHIP.  I don't blame her.  Ah well.  She's probably going to have to whether she likes it or not.  I wish we had the money to rent a moving van, but the price is outrageous.  Mom told me that when she moved from Warren to up here it cost her $400.  None of us have that money.  Anyways...I'm sure it'll workout somehow!   

I think I'm gonna go read.  I'm at the very end of the 5th Harry Potter book.  It's sooooo good!  Lastnight I couldn't put it down but I started to get really tired so I stopped in the middle of the chapter.  I want to finish it before I leave for school.  I can't wait to start reading the 6th one!  hehe

Chao people.

                     "One More Week Until Back to SHIP" and

                          "Five Month Anniversery with Mike"

Dear Zoe,

Today is a very special day.  Not only do I return to school in exactly a week, but it's also my five month anniversery with Mike.  I'm so happy to be with him, and I'm even happier that it has lasted this long.  We were lucky enough to be able to spend this month's anniversery with each other.  Next month is going to be even better.  I CAN'T WAIT!  I just know it's going to be one of the most specialest(is that a word?) days of my life.  It will be the longest relationship I've ever had as well.  I'm happy about that too.  It's about time I have a long term relationship.  I have friends who dated guys in high school for 5-6 months and I'm just now getting started.  Ah well.  You live, you learn, and then you get LUVS.  I really need to stop hanging around Hannah so much.    Anyway, so as I was saying, we were lucky enough to spend today together.  Well, at least some of it.  He spent the last two days here with me.  He was only supposed to spend one day with me but he didn't want to leave so bad that yesturday he called off work and spent an extra day with me.  It meant a lot to me cuz I know how much work means to him and how much he could use the money.  We had a good time.  We went to the mall and decided to have some fun in K B Toys.  OMG is that store the funnest place EVER!  Mike bought two different police play sets.  It was hella kewl.  We went home and played with it all.  He gave me a strip search and then I handcuffed him and well...you can fill in the blank.  hehehhe    We even took pictures of me with police sunglasses, a badge, handcuffs, and a whip.  It was hott.  And of course, I had to have no pants on.  That boy is seriously obsessed with my ass.  But it's alright.  At least I know he likes the way I look!  

I can't believe there's only one more week until I go back to school.  I seriously can't wait.  I just want to see all my friends again and be able to see Mike whenever I want.  And have money!  Even though work study is not a lot, it's something.  More than I made this summer(didly squat).  Other than the money I've made selling Avon.  Which I haven't even made any yet.  The campaign going on now is over in like two weeks.  I guess I'll get my money then.  I hope that I can sell stuff at school.  I'm affraid that no one is going to buy stuff cuz everyone at college is poor.  Which is understandable.  Maybe the people at work will buy stuff though.  Eh, if I don't make enough I'll just give it up.  It would be nice to have some extra money floating around though.  I still don't know how much money I'll get back in the fall from loans.  Last year it was $950.  That's 3 months rent money...hell yeah!  With $20 extra.  August 15tth is coming up soon.  My dad better have the money, cuz I sure don't.  I feel bad that I have to dedpend on my parents for all this money.  But it's not like I'm a lazy bum who hasn't been looking for a job all summer long.  I've applied at probably 50 or more places and have had at least 10 interviews at different places.  It's pathetic.  There's no way I'm coming back here next summer.  I've enjoyed it, it's been nice, but if I can't find a job here, there's no way I can do it again.    I also need to save up for a car.  How am I supposed to save for a car if I need to use my refund money for rent and all my other money goes towards groceries and shit?  Ugh.  Life sucks then ya die.  Anyways...

I think that's all I have to say.  My stomach kinda hurts so I think I might lay down or read for a while. 

Chao.