Dear Zoe,

Hello!  What's up?  Not much here.  This week went by really fast.  Which is good, because last week went by really f'n slow.  Can you believe we've gone through FIVE weeks so far?  I mean, damn...five weeks!  It still seems like it has only been around three or so. 

I have this problem  It seems like lately I have been emotionless.  No matter what happens to me, I can't feel a thing.  I mean, I get happy about a good grade on a test, or I'm pissed because I have to get up for morning class, but inside I'm just this empty....thing.  I don't know what it is.  Nothing too dramatic has happened to me.  I feel different too.  Like I'm distanced from everything.  I feel a thousand miles away from everyone when they are less than a foot away from me.  It's wierd.  I don't know what the fuck is going on!   

Do you know what really pisses me off?  The fact that I have to go to a god damn counsellour just for seeing Dr.Shapiro!  Apparently it's a new policy at the councling center this year.  Ugh!  I don't need to see a damn counselour!  I just need someone to prescribe me my damn anti-depressants so I can function correctly in society.  Is that too much  to ask for?  Apparently so!  So now I have to go and talk to this woman every week about stuff that doesn't even matter.  It's f'n pointless!    Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh!

Alright I'm gonna go.  I need a god damn ciggarette. 

Chao.